Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Highlights......................In My Hair

Haven't written anything in ages, the mind has been abit confused and in super thinking mode. Everytime I thought about writing I felt it would come out all wrong so did nothing. Anyway head is sorted in more ways than one from today. I had an appointment at the hairdressers, Lorraine has been at me for over a year to get highlights and colour, so today was the day. The girls are all really nice, and where asking if I was frightened, cheeky, but I was quite cool until I saw the colours, bright yellow and blue!!!!!!!! It was confusing seeing it being put in, had enough tin foil to bake a turkey in my head, but it all worked out really nice. The end result is quite subtle, which is what I was looking for, but you can certainly see the lightness. Lorraine also gave me a trim, and I got tips on blow drying, I felt a million dollars leaving. But the weather here today was awfull and by the time I got home her hardwork was, well not as nice, but I managed to fix it back.

Last Monday it was my GP check-up, Dr M was super as usual, I had been taking my own blood pressure readings, and she changed my pills to include a betablocker each day. Start them tomorrow, and go back to see Dr M a week on Monday. At the appointment I brought up my fears that depression was creeping it's way back, she is concerned about this and talked about increasing anti-depressants, I declined this at the moment. Dr M seems to think I have been through so much in the last 2-3 years emotionally that I might just be a little bit burnt out at the moment. She also feels I set myself too high standards at time, and am too hard on myself, I can see where she is coming from. This Friday sees my last appointment at speach therapy, it will be sad to be finished, but it's now up to me to keep practising and get the pitch up a little more.